Thursday, October 20, 2016

Wordsword

   by  shaun lawton 


   I'm really just about the words you know, I don't know anything except the words I learned to spell in elementary school, after being taught the twenty-six letters in the English alphabet. What are words worth anyway except for transmitting ideas across generations, if not the outline of whispers cast from our genetic scriptures, whose illuminating rays continue to shine on, caressing the empty page of future souls we're plummeting into, a living fruition to lengthen and embody ourselves as sons and daughters with their story in song and dance, while the shadows of these tales are captured in shut compartments, stored to be opened later, and decoded visually by eyes in constant dilation along this particular wavering breaker. These strange beings will always drink our wine, because in time, our story becomes their legend.



  


Saturday, October 15, 2016

Who What Am I Are We


Who am I
if not the sum of my parts
Who are we
if not the total sum of our parts
What am I
if not comprised of elemental matter
Who are we
if not made of the same atoms and electrons
as everything else in creation
Does it matter what consciousness may be
First we must ask what matter may happen to be
If happening to be best describes matter itself
And we remind each other that being continues to happen
Then mattering describes our consciousness in action
And happening may continue to remind each one of us
That the mirror of consciousness may reflect this occurence
Against the inner screens of our respective mind's eyes
Forcing us to recognize that our identities may be redefined
Because what we are cannot be limited by our own perceptions
But instead remains manifested here within this spinning stellar crucible
Dictated by electromagnetic forces established before and beyond our comprehension
So that ultimately we can at least all agree that regardless of what we may each happen to believe
Our own progeny's offspring will continue to propagate and flourish for as long as we're able
To maintain a self-sustainable environment necessary for the harboring of our collective survival
So while we continue to think we're separate from the bedrock of starlight and keep differntiating
Between blood and electricity and metal and flesh we'll still be honoring the curse which struck
Once upon a time long ago like a bolt from the sky which paralyzed our capacity to understand
The difference between glass and sand as well as sky and land and madness and our own hands
Amounts to a sudden thunderbolt struck from above to alter the polarities flowing down here below
And the commonality between clouds and snow and vapor and ice and molten rock and polished steel
Equals that which we can discern between the imaginary and the real and the reason for this stands
By the underlying foundation at the quantum level of universal operations where the concrete walk
Beneath our feet was manufactured by our predecessor's dreams and if you or I cannot see this clearly
We'll merely be relegated to our normal function which allows us to proceed into the unfolding future
Without interruption and with nary a suture or stitch out of place while the overwhelming abundance
Of our meticulous evolving chaos becomes fine tuned by an even greater orderliness whose shape
Graces the outlines of the photo impressions behind our eyes while seeing clearly the design
Imprinted on our world from the very dreams and imagination of our forefathers and mothers
Before us who stood up straight against the tantalizing brightness of all the constellations overhead
Still flickering and twinkling the long ago echoing final stanzas of their great collective song
Whose tonal impressions are yet being picked up by the sensitive pores of our skins together
Sewn as the great overcoat clothing the sentient engine of our expanding world's membrane
Caught up in a major thermodynamic energy recycling structure which remains towering over
Our continuing legacy whose shadow leans back from the stars' light to come just to erase us
Repeatedly from the slate of existence so our super removed descendants may yet be reminded
Of their own fading memory destined to coalesce overhead for them as the winking shining mantle
Flickering beyond their capacity to reach in the form of countless pinpoints of light each one
Representing a spectral grave marker like a solitary candle flame lingering on as that final vestige
Of our own past existence as an almost silent reminder to our host of daughter's children
That their own best interests involve a renewed focus on their own world in time
So that they may remember after we've all been swallowed up here into the dark
Together that there's no need for looking away from themselves or each other
In order to truly make contact with beings from any other world of a star
Because that interaction has always been taking place regardless
Of how much our imaginations may spill over and leak
Into the cracks in between our shifting electrons
Producing Rorschachian shadow plays
Gesturing and mocking our own hidden
Fears coalescing from ignorance
Into fertile nightmares that keep
Us on our toes so to speak
So let us repeat to ourselves
Every chance that we get
If consciousness matters
Across time's strange space
Then those colorful whispers
Reaching our skin from the stars
Are just gentle reminders
We are who we are
And we continue as
I am and what our
Parts are will be
the total sum if not
just who we happen
to be as only one part of
Who I am that is we.



Thursday, October 13, 2016

Counterpoint



Listen to the stars
while they shed
the final echoes
of their song
so that some day
into the distance
long ahead of us
others on another
world will hear our
own decomposition.






Wednesday, October 5, 2016

4 Months Later

shaun lawton Currently Reading

Where The Bird Sings Best by Alejandro Jodorowski  (signed) - Almost finished.
 The Fireman by Joe Hill (signed)  Halfway through.
The Street Kid by Phoenix (inscribed)  One fourth of the way through.

p.s.
 and now...
Jerusalem by Alan  Moore  On page 236, which is a little more than one fifth of the way through.



 

Sunday, July 10, 2016

All My Favorite Guitarists Are From The 40s



**1880s-1930s**  the Grandfathers

**Leadbelly           born    Jan 20    1888
**Robert Johnson             May 8    1911
**Les Paul                        June 9    1915
**B.B. King                      Sep 21    1925
**Link Wray                     May 2    1929 
_______________________________


1940s ******* the Fathers
_______________________________
Frank Zappa      born    Dec 21   1940
Jerry Garcia                  Aug 1     1942
Jimi Hendrix                Nov 27    1942
George Harrison           Feb 25   1943
Jimmy Page                  Jan 9      1944
Jeff Beck                      Jun 24     1944
Eric Clapton                Mar 30    1945
Ritchie Blackmore       Apr 14    1945
Neil Young                  Nov 12      1945
David Gilmour             Mar 6     1946
Robert Fripp                May 16   1946
Mick Ronson              May 26     1946
Martin Barre                Nov 17    1946
Steve Howe                Apr 8         1947
Brian May                 July 19      1947
Carlos Santana          July 20     1947
Marc Bolan                Sept 30     1947
Glenn Tipton              Oct 25     1947
Tony Iommi               Feb 14      1948
Billy Zoom                Feb 20     1948
Lindsay Buckingham Oct 3    1949
Adrian Belew            Dec 15    1949
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1950s ******* the Sons
______________________________
George Thorogood    Feb 24      1950
Joe Perry                    Sep 10      1950
Alex Lifeson             Aug 27     1953
Eric Johnson            Aug 17       1954
Stevie Ray Vaughn   Oct 3         1954
Eddie van Halen       Jan 26       1955
Angus Young            Mar 31      1955
Steve Harris              Mar 12     1956
Joe Satriani               July 15     1956
Stanley Jordan          July 21     1959


Steve Vai                   June 6      1960
Kirk Hammet            Nov 18     1962
Slash                          July 23     1965
Billy Corgan             March 17  1967






Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Queue of Books

compiled 


Trade Paper

Centuries by A.A.Attanasio
The Dark Shore by Adam Lee
Finnegan's Wake by James Joyce
The Complete Cosmicomics by Italo Calvino
The Shadow Out of Time by H.P. Lovecraft
Stand on Zanzibar by John Brunner
Boy's Life by Robert McCammon (inscribed)
Live Girls by Ray Garton (inscribed)
A Vision by William Butler Yeats

Hard Cover

Dirty Work by Pat Cadigan (signed)
The Scarlet Gospels by Clive Barker
The Wraiths of Will and Pleasure by Storm Constantine
Night Life by Ray Garton (signed)
Fiendish Schemes by K.W. Jeter
The Bazaar of Bad Dreams by Stephen King
The Tommyknockers by Stephen King
Mr. Mercedes by Stephen King
Finder's Keepers by Stephen King
End of Watch by Stephen King (signed)
The Wind Through the Keyhole by Stephen King (signed by Jae Lee)
Lucifer's Lottery by Edward Lee (signed, lettered)
Noctuary by Thomas Ligotti (signed)
Chronicle of a Death Foretold by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
The Straw Men by Michael Marshall (signed)
Silverheart by Michael Moorcock and Storm Constantine
Doc Savage: The Sinister Shadow by Kenneth Robeson (signed)
The Extra by Michael Shea / Assault on Sunrise by Michael Shea
Osama The Gun by Norman Spinrad
Spider World: The Magician by Colin Wilson


Currently Reading

Where The Bird Sings Best by Alejandro Jodorowski  (signed)
 The Fireman by Joe Hill (signed)
The Street Kid by Phoenix (inscribed)

p.s.
(4 months later)
Jerusalem by Alan  Moore